Tuesday, November 22, 2005

A Sea of Blue


I served my law enforcement servants today at the CHP memorial for Officer Andrew Stevens. It was an honor to do so and especially stand with my hand across my heart as the family's limo passed by. An awesome site, all those units in Adventure's parking lot. I saw units from all over the state in addition to the CHP. Yolo County Sheriff, Concord PD, San Francisco PD, the list went on and on. The Roseville and Rocklin Fire Departments set up a hook-n-ladder each in front of the entry to ACC with a giant American flag hanging below their baskets to greet the mourners. A seeming forest of boom TV antennas had sprouted in the passenger drop off loop to the auditorium. The governor arrived shortly after the family procession, along with Phil Angelides, other state folks and a representative from Washington DC as well. Adventure was swimming with VIPs and yet no one seemed to notice them.

The service started out with a brief intro by Adventure's Senior Servant Leader, and was followed by a CHP duo singing Amazing Grace unaccompanied. That sent chills down my spine. His commanding officers followed with their eulogies including his captain who referred to himself as appearing like Yoda compared to Stevens' Luke Skywalker. His only wish was that he would have always had something wise to say to his officer. He remarked that something Stevens always said to him will remain with him forever in Stevens would ask, "How can I help you today?"

A servants heart. Officer Stevens it turns out was a born again Christian and "didn't want his faith hidden" according to his widow. So his pastor gave a deeply moving sermon exhorting everyone to believe in their Savior. I suppose Officer Stevens was watching and "sitting on the edge of his chair" just like his Lord, waiting for just one prayer to be offered in that way. If his death meant just one soul would be given eternal life, I wonder what he would say? A deeply moving and faithful service for Officer Stevens.

Rest in Peace Brother. I look forward to meeting you someday.

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Monday, November 21, 2005

AGAPE International

a-ga-pe (n) = Love as revealed in Jesus, seen as spiritual and selfless and a model for humanity

Hey Adventurites! Hoguester shared an e-mail from Rich Botkin (Wachovia Securities) on his web log. Botkin met up with one of my favorite people in the world - Don Brewster. For those of you who don't attend Adventure Christian Church, Don was the "Executive" pastor at Adventure for many years. By executive, that meant Don was in charge of the day-to-day affairs of the church, e.g. the business side of any church that intends to survive and thrive for its parishioners. A little history on Don. He was once a high-powered executive on one of the top floors of the Empire State Building in NYC, and has the accent to prove it. An energetic man with a self-deprecating sense of humor. Loves God with all his mind, all his heart, all his being. Hates sin, but loves the sinner. Is the most compassionate man on the face of the Earth, at least that I've met. Hates socks. All around a great guy. His ministry is Agape International.

Botkin's e-mail hinted at just the tip of the evil iceberg that Agape is confronting in the Heart of Darkness presently residing in Cambodia. These kids are brutalized by their masters. The same lowlife bastards that run these child brothels were the ones touring through Sumatra after the Christmas tsunami to pick up orphans for restocking their brothels. The most revolting part is their clientele are mostly Western businessmen. I wanted to hurl when I heard that. Ambassodors of freedom and liberty engaging in the most despicable acts imaginable. These child brothels are the grossest form of evil embodied. After the kids are used up, generally too sick to "perform" for their "clients," their masters dump them on the streets of Phnom Penh to die. Agape rescues these kids from certain death. Tour Agape's website to learn and prayerfully contribute.

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Senate Tribes

After this disgusting vote, here’s the voting tally logged as “Pink” or “Grey.” Notice the “R” after their names. Here “R” stands for “Pansies.” Names with “D” after them are left out for clarity and that Pink seems to go without saying for the likes of them.

Pinks - 42
Allard (R-CO)Allen (R-VA)Bennett (R-UT)Bond (R-MO)Brownback (R-KS)Burns (R-MT)Chafee (R-RI) Cochran (R-MS)Coleman (R-MN)Collins (R-ME)Cornyn (R-TX)Craig (R-ID)Crapo (R-ID) DeWine (R-OH) Dole (R-NC)Domenici (R-NM)
Ensign (R-NV)Enzi (R-WY)Frist (R-TN)Grassley (R-IA)Gregg (R-NH)Hagel (R-NE)Hatch (R-UT)Hutchison (R-TX) Johnson (D-SD) Lott (R-MS)Lugar (R-IN)Martinez (R-FL)McConnell (R-KY) Murkowski (R-AK)
Roberts (R-KS)Santorum (R-PA) Shelby (R-AL)Smith (R-OR)Snowe (R-ME)Specter (R-PA) Stevens (R-AK)Sununu (R-NH)Talent (R-MO)Thomas (R-WY)Voinovich (R-OH)Warner (R-VA)


Next “R” stands for “Backbone” as in a Number 8 bar for those of you who know concrete lingo

Greys ---13
Bunning (R-KY)Burr (R-NC)Chambliss (R-GA)Coburn (R-OK) DeMint (R-SC)
Graham (R-SC)Inhofe (R-OK)Isakson (R-GA)Kyl (R-AZ)
McCain (R-AZ)Sessions (R-AL)Thune (R-SD)Vitter (R-LA)


And just-because-I-think-they-were-voting-for-the-more-strident cut and run amendment and I want to piss them off if someone were to forward this link to them. Notice the “D” after their names and then who they are before thinking they actually give two hoots in hell about our brave sons and daughters they might get killed with pathetically stupid votes like this:

Honorable Mention Greys - 6

Byrd (D-WV)Conrad (D-ND)Harkin (D-IA)Kennedy (D-MA)Kerry (D-MA)Leahy (D-VT)

Never have I been more ashamed of my government. Let the Chief of the Pinks know what you think here.

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Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Discouragement

"What are you doing here, Elijah?" - 1 Kings 19:9

"Everybody Hurts.... Sometimes, so Hold On" - Michael Stipe

Discouraged after yesterday? Lord knows I am – especially over Proposition 73. Parental rights are slowly being eroded in this state. ACC’s sermon on Sunday was almost prescient for Tuesday. The topic was the title of this post. Even Christians get discouraged, depressed, downright grief stricken. But a few thoughts from the sermon on discouragement:

Discouragement happens when:

We run away from problems. Elijah was afraid and ran for his life. Elijah, after basking in the glory of the exposure of the Baal prophets as frauds and their summary execution, creating an island of righteous in a sea of fraud, deceit, murder, and downright evil for a stretch of time, found himself the target of Jezebel (ref. v 1-3). First some historical perspective - Israel in the time of Elijah, was run by a ruling family who could do nothing right and Ahab was the latest installment of worthless kings. Jezebel, his wife, was the most powerful woman in Israel at the time. She basically slept her way to the top with her wimp of a husband, Ahab. Jezebel was also the most evil woman in history, committing any and all depravities that suited her. The very name Jezebel was a derogatory term for woman several decades ago that equates to “ho” today. Basically a horrible person that meet a well deserved and grotesquely violent end (2 Kings 9:33). Anyway, Elijah was terrified of her and her power. So he ran. What problems will we run from today? I’m expecting to hear soon news of businesses, people, and communities picking up and leaving the state. Woe to us who can’t do that is my first reaction. But we are the Great Commission. What does that call us to? We’ve had some successes in this state. Yesterday was a setback. Granted, a HUGE one, but a setback nonetheless.

We give in to our fears. Elijah spooked after his success (sound familiar?). He faced down Ahab, who talked of killing him, faced down 450 prophets of Baal, who probably would have killed him under orders of their high priestess, Jezebel, and yet spooked and ran when Jezebel swore to kill him. Elijah, “a man just like us,” abandoned his faith in the Lord’s protection and ran for dear life. What fears of the future do we give into today?

We withdraw from our friendships. When he came to Beersheba in Judah, he left his servant there. I tend to withdraw into a shell when depressed. Elijah and I share that in common. Today, the “losers” from yesterday may begin sniping at each other. Not an effective strategery, my friends. Today I could sit here and sulk, but I’m called to more (read on).

We lose our sense of mission and importance. "I have had enough, LORD," he said. "Take my life; I am no better than my ancestors. Whew. Lord, take me now. How many times have you said that? I know how times many I have. But now is not the time to throw the towel or run off into the desert to die as Elijah did.

Encouragement happens when:

We pray honestly to the Lord. Elijah in the depth of despair raised up a hugely honest prayer to God. “I can’t take this no mo.” “Lord, do me the kindness of killing me.” “Lord, take me now.” Yikes! Very bold to talk like that to God. Similarly, Moses asked God to kill him before he killed the Israelites in his frustration with their incessant whining (Numbers 10:15). The Psalms are loaded with complaints to God. Today, we may be experiencing similar frustrations in being swept the way we were yesterday. No arguing about it, our cause got thumped and thumped hard. Now would be the time to complain to the Lord and express your frustration. In Elijah’s case, He listened. First He delivered angels to Elijah to pick him up out of his funk, make him eat and take care of himself, and get him ready for the journey to meet with God Himself at Mt. Horeb. Complain to God. Ask Him what went wrong and what you need to do for Him to ensure victory next time.

Transformation happens when:

We seek the Lord. Elijah went to Mt. Horeb and waited for God to come. He did.

What are you doing here, Elijah?” (As if He didn’t know!)

Elijah answered,

"I have been very zealous for the LORD God Almighty. The Israelites have rejected your covenant, broken down your altars, and put your prophets to death with the sword. I am the only one left, and now they are trying to kill me too."

Huh,” the Lord seemed to reply before telling Elijah to go outside his cave [Cave (kâv) = A hollow or natural passage under or into the earth, or; to give up all opposition; yield. Which definition works for you today?).

Before stepping outside his “yielding place,” a great wind, an earthquake, and fire ravaged the mountain but “the LORD was not in” those events. Elijah then heard a small, gentle voice beckoning him outside of his yielding place:

What are you doing here, Elijah?”

Elijah answered as before amongst the ruins of Mt. Horeb. The analogy here is by retreating, Elijah would bring about great destruction since God “was not in” those destructive forces. Just like He wasn’t in Katrina, the Christmas tsunami, or earthquakes, tornadoes, etc. for those of you still deceived enough by the Dark One to believe God is a vicious killer. He is a small gentle voice prodding us back into His service with the question;

What are you doing here, Bat - in this ‘cave?’ Why aren’t you out doing My will?”

Elijah received instruction from God that brought about the end of Jezebel and all her evil and another bright, if not lasting, day for Israel. For California to be bright again, we mustn't turn out our lights nor retreat to a cave. Answer that question, What are you doing here? and you too will receive the instructions for action you were destined to receive. Just like Elijah, who was just like us. In the meantime, lick your wounds, eat and rest, stay here in California with the rest of us, and get ready for next time.

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